I'm Lardass, Nice to Meet Ya!

Monday Sep 18, 2017
8:15am

I have another blog, one that I have been writing in for a couple of years.   

I began to feel guilty about all the personal stuff I had in there, especially about Jesse (my partner). I pondered about what to do and so I decided to make it private and start over with this. The other blog was also very negative and I won’t say that this blog will be full of sunshine and daisies but I will try to keep my bitching at the very least upbeat.

I do refer to myself as Lardass and that is ok. It is not as derogatory as it sounds, if I was the tattoo type I would probably have it tattooed somewhere on me lol.

Between Apr-Jun (this year, 2017) I lost 30lbs. Since Jun I have pretty much stayed the same, going up and down by about 5-10lbs. My start weight was 247 (Shamuuuuu), I am currently 220, which is maddening given I got to 210 in Aug. I need to get this going again.

My Birthday is in 10 days and I really wanted to be under 200 by then. That’s not happening.

To lose weight I am counting calories in my food journal which I keep very detailed info in. I weigh all of my food that comes from home and try to get as close as possible with counts when I eat out (which is rare). I do yoga, but it’s not like your average yoga. It is DDPY and its more cardio, I love it. Its very fun and I like how he yells at me to “STRETCH YEEEAAAAAHHHHH”. I have a cleaning company and so I clean a couple of evenings per week though I am down to just 2 regular clients now. I love to bake and that is how I keep busy on weekends. During the weekdays I am a secretary (at my desk currently), there are 2 girls in my office, one of which I like to think I am close with. She is lovely and I look up to her in a lot of ways. The other is brand new so I don’t know her well yet. I have been in this job for 15 years.

I am hoping to find some readers and get some support and motivation. Hopefully find a “diet buddy” or two.

I will still keep on posting pics and talking about my baking as well (like I would ever stop). I will talk about my personal life but try to shield Jesse like I do my kids, its more fair to him that way.

There are 3 boys, currently 20, 18 and 15. The oldest kid is Jesse’s from a previous woman and the middle and youngest are mine from my marriage. Oldest doesn’t live with us; he is just about to get into his own apartment. Middle kid is looking hard for a job and youngest is in the school play coming up, he has 2 years left until grad. So no little wee kids, for which I am very glad, I am happy to wait now a couple of years for grandkids. I am 38.

I have been divorced for 15 years now; my ex is a mean guy. Jesse has been living with us for over 8 years and we are a bit rocky right now but I do love him so much.

That’s really all there is to me.

I hope you enjoy reading!