Mon Jan 28, 2019
11:34am
Failure. That is the roll I played all weekend.
Everything feels wrong today. Maybe it’s because I spent
the weekend justifying eating shit that I shouldn’t have. I use Jesse as an
excuse to eat, that needs to stop. Work sucks, my dryer is broken and a new one
won’t come for about 2 weeks, my favorite coworker might be leaving, and its
only Monday.
The weight definitely gave this morning a bad start, I am
such a sillydumbbitch. It’s like I forget what a manatee I am on weekends, then
Monday comes and I realize what I have done all weekend and am so…..pissed? Broken?
Disappointed? This must be what a binge drinker feels like.
I ate so much crap that I feel like crap. My body must be
so confused, starve, eat, starve, eat. JUST PICK ONE LARDASS!!
I don’t have anything positive to say today so we will just
end it here. Fuck Mondays.
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